hello peoples reading,

so i thought i would update seeing i havnt for such a long time. At the moment my life consists of going to work coming home, cooking tea and sleeping, going to work coming home cooking tea sleeping, going to work....so you get the picture...?

Then on weekends i try to make the most of them by getting blind rotten drunk the whole weekend, wake up monday morning go to work, come home eat tea and sleep. go to work. it seems like a vicious cycle, that my life is just one big routine!

however come august I am going to BYRON BAY for SPLENDOUR IN THE GRASS..its going to be the best weekend of my life and that is one of the things that keeps me in this vicious routine, it keeps me going as this is my light at the end of the tunnel. Im on msn having a d+m with a friend so i guess im in the mood to be opening up and speaking my mind.

Like the title says I had blood tests today, 5 tubes of it taken, its bruised and sore.... but i will survive, i have some health issues im concerned with but hopefully we get to the bottom of them soon. nothing to stress about though!!!! so dont worry bout lil ol me.

Theres a couple things playing on my mind at the moment, generally what im doing in life, im working and have a job in my field that i spent 3 years at uni for, but sometimes i think its not me. and that kinda makes me want to scream, i would like to be sure about things in my life, at the moment nothing makes sense to me and nothing around me is stable...thats what i crave i feel, stability direction and reassurance im doing what im meant to be doing in life....oh goodness i sound like a nutta. anyhoo thats it for tonight.

x o x